标题: 象孩子那样去爱 [打印本页] 作者: 我叫陌陌 时间: 2007-6-21 13:20 标题: 象孩子那样去爱 题记
the mechanical rabbit
is drama a drug that we keep to stay alive ?
why do we torture ourself when we,for the most part ,know the outcome?is acceptance so diffclut?
i am only nighteen ,i don not know enough to give an answer,
i know we all feel like the vitim of a nasty masquerade at times in our lives.
wo go tobed lonely ,hungry,and starved of happiness`````````
the true intention are still not on table,only dropping hits and pieces of signallike cookie crumbs,but ,where is the action?only lead you by the nose in the hoppless circular.we are tied of listeningto her moan on the other side of the continent.sh can not step off of his merry-go-round.his friends are screaming for him to stop his ride ,but it is a one-way ticket to nowhereand sh rides it disperately
it is seemd only using-to make himself feel needed.wanted .she is chasing that mechanical rabbit around the race ,it is impossible to chach that thing .because it is mechanical .so ,at the end of the race,the girl is dead tired,dissopinted and hungry,maybe sound like somebody you know?
drama seems to add the extra spice in our life .most of the time ,we creat our own probles.it seems pretty but semlls nothing,we are too obssessed with the beautiful“
（1）BABA
BABA，我看见你顺着每个窗口着急的找，我想起了我真的爸爸，他也在夜里那样仓皇的找过我，我都不敢过去，害怕一过去就跟着你再回去了，我说我不走，你让我滚蛋回去考试 ，我说我滚了就再不来了，你就又无话了，我坐在你的腿上，感觉就象小时候坐在爸爸的腿上那样，忍不住喊了出来，你就又笑了，笑的我真想捶你一顿。眼泪那么轻，一落就有好多滴，落到耳朵窝里凉凉的，眼睛热热的，胃都疼了，当你说到你妈妈的时候我看到你的眼睛一眨一眨就红了，手上的骨头紧紧的都泛白了，我知道我帮不了你，就象你再帮不了我，我走到另一个冬天的门口，越来越冷，无家可归。心象只破风筝，扑拉扑拉怎么也飞不起来，一碰到天空的颜色，就又要落下来。对与你的自做主张我很气愤，说要捏碎你的蛋蛋，可是又怕你找不到老婆，那样你该有多么孤单呀```````
我悄悄对自己说，忘记这回事吧，你活的更好些。眼泪掉下来，落在包上颜色脏脏的，也闹不清楚自己到底哭些什么，只是心里满满的，耳朵里什么声音都没有了。喜欢和你在一起，尽管你走路那么快，吃饭那么呼呼的，又总喜欢撇逼